I’m having a lazy Sunday morning in bed. The electronic babysitters are fully engaged (thanks, tablets and smartphones). Joey is lying next to me watching Angry Birds cartoons. I just adore this cheeky little monkey. He is so soft and cute and wraps everyone around his little finger. He is super clever, super flirty and just gorgeous. He has long long dark eyelashes and dark brown eyes. I want to bury myself in him and kiss him forever. If I think too much about the future, a future for him where I am absent, my heart breaks. So I am focusing on the here and now, the smell of him, the warmth of him, the love.